V'day

And so! Yesterday was Valentines Day.

To be frank, I never celebrated v'day apart from running around Bishan to get supplies for v'day or as we call it, Friendship Day. I'll always remember those days, running out of school at 530pm to SKP and the 2 NTUCs to find heart shaped balloons.. strips of paper to fold flowers... then sprint back again to complete everything and pack up at about 9pm. I could never understood it when people were reluctant but I guess I feel so much about it now hehe. :)

Anyways, last night this childhood friend of mine asked me out for dinner...so interesting haha first time in my life like on v'day. But I rejected the offer and went to study with Ngai and Cheryl Song instead.. On the way home I see like all the lovers *plays song* everywhere really.. but came quiet time was a very apt reminder.. apparently it seems like so for everyone, since Jinger shared about her qt too. Mine was about self esteem - whether our self-esteem is based on what we view ourselves to be based on people's standards or God's standards. I can be happily unattached without God and still feel secure in Him. Cuz God is the one who first showed us love, so valentines day should be CROSSED SHAPED instead of heart shaped! :) :)

And I cannot CANNOT cannot CANNOT stand it when conversations revolve around guys. I mean, it's okay to share crush once in a while and all but.. everyday? I just wanna kill myself like really. Super irritated hearing about it. And hate it when people tease me regarding other people. I don't mind being teased..like I'm stupid/retarded/whatever but just don't use other people's names i.e. keep thinking I'm attached to like XXX or what. It really isn't. Even if I make fun of people it's like a once in a while thing.. cannot stand it when it happens almost everyday. :/

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Anyways I'm thinking realllllly should I join Decor or MM?

Actually I wanna join both.....